Not enough?

When I thought that it was enough for them, it is actually not enough.

P and other girls wanted to use the youth room to practise their dance for a school performance. So i opened up the youth room so that not only could they have a place to practise their dance, but also I hope that their interest and potential would not be impede by the lack of resources.

But once in awhile when I pop in to take a look, they are merely on the MSN, friendster or Youtube. I was a lil frustrated that they fooling ard and abusing the privilege I have extended to them. But I realised that they are just lost. Though they have a leader, she was unable to organise the group. By the end of the day, they did not accomplish anything. I got to know yday that they did not even go for the audition. Another lost opportunity to show that they have what it takes..

Lord, I pray that You, God who owned the wole earth, would provide opportunities and resources for these children to develop their potential and interest. I pray against the destiny that condemns them to be nobody in the society. May you give them a fruitful and abundant life that you have promised.

N I met the Queen of England yday!!!! Oh well, at least she acts like one. So self-centered and ba4 dao4, and everyone need to give in to her. Crap! Super irritated by her even now as I think about it! My youth's sister. I wanted a private chat wituh her sister and mother, but she just refused to go out of the room. In the end, the choice was given to her to move or we move. She didnt move, so we moved. About 5s later I went back to the room to take something, she was throwing some lil things on the floor. Oh man, this is not her house! I "invited" her out of the room because she really has no business to be in the room eben though there is no one using the counselling room. Her atrocity shocks me a lil when she actually locked the passageway door as I approached. If her mother is not there, she would have been scolded by me. How can I tell the mother that she is too permissive, that's y her daughters and now even her youngest son is showing signs. He plays with the office phone as if its his hosue phone. When I block him physically, he played with my watch. Crap! Sign...

Lord, recuse me from such frustrations. Help this family even to... I dont know... Just help them...