How do you determine your worth? What makes you happy or sad? Recently as I watched some Sg-M'sia drama on TV, I find jealousy a strange and distant emotion. As if it had never touch me before. I have forgotten what it means to be sad over a BGR, and I wonder if I would ever feel that way again. Seeing the girl so crazy and emotionally unstable over a guy who does not love her, it seems out of place in my life.
Only 9 kids turn up for program today. I like the small group. R was responsive to me today. I hope to be able to build up relationship with him during the moments when he is feeling ok. I want to build on the good moments.
I used to be afriad to let kids know that they are wrong or that their work are far from ideal. But I realise that I had to present the reality to them, and trust God that they can handle it. If I protect them from the reality of how they are doing, I may be doing them a disfavor. In future, others may tell them of their faults in a disrespectful and unhelpful manner. Therefore in my capacity, I want to present the truth to the kids in a way they can handle, even if it means telling them that there are improvements to be made.
I am reminded that Lord you are the Promise-giver and the Promise-keeper. Reveal your great promises for these children. May Your vision be my vision, your heartbeat, my passion...
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