Searching... & Complete...

I have been thinking and praying about my future directions. My term with the Navs will end nxt yr end of March.. Where should I go? Should I even go?



I have been enjoying my work.. Really enjoying.. One day I was praying for the SHSS Sec1 girls, n I have a dream for them. I need to pray for something to happen there and something needs to be done. But I may not have the time.. Its ok, I may not have to be the person doing everything all the time.. Yet.. there is the burden.. Does this burden means that God is calling?



The same issue of faith.. after 2 years, it all comes back to the same question of trust and faith.. What will God tell me? How will He answer me? I pray for wisdom and understanding as He speaks. What do I really want? Do I have the determination and passion of those who say "He is no fool to give what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose."?


"Long before he laid down earth's foundations, he had us in mind, had settled on us as the focus of his love, to be made whole and holy by his love. Long, long ago he decided to adopt us into his family through Jesus Christ. (What pleasure he took in planning this!) He wanted us to enter into the celebration of his lavish gift-giving by the hand of his beloved Son. ...It's in Christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for. Long before we first heard of Christ and got our hopes up, he had his eye on us, had signs on us for glorious living." Ephesians 1:4-6, 11 (The Message)


I find comfort in this passage.. That long before He laid the foundation of the earth, He had me in mind. Though He only created Adam n Eve on the 6th day, but He had them planned for. Mankind was not a spontaneous addition to the earth.. We were planned for.


And I am only made whole, and holy by His love. Nothing else can. No one else can.

I am really struck by the word WHOLE. I am complete in Christ!

His love completes my soul!
His purpose for me completes my life! -meaningful, abundant, glorious life!!!
(What does tt life looks like?)

I am whole and complete in and out!

I only need to discover them slowly...God foreknew all things. He had all planned, I am to venture on the discovery journey with Him..

Jesus as the hope and the anchor of my soul, firm and secure.. With Him as my anchor, I need not drift along in life...