After Camp

I feel lost after nav camp.. For a few months, I have been working on the camp, meeting after meeting. And the whole process reached a climax at the camp where everything became very intensive. Suddenly, it all ended. Cant help but feel a sense of lost and meaninglessness.

Remember Eccelesiates again.. Meaningless, Meaningless, everything is meaningless.. Yet not everything is meaningless..

I remember the night talks with Suyintha, Santilin, Huimei.. I remember the hugs with Zhiting, Samantha, Yupin, Tiffany, Fayth, Jolynn.. I remember the talks on the bus with Jovin. I remember the morning QT with WeiChin and Vincent. Those are meaningful. The relationships built are meaningful..

This morning received a sms from Sam. She told me that she is moving on to church with her sister. On one hand I am happy that she made tt decision. As i see her getting more n more involve in church, I was thinking that I need to help her to consider where does she wanna go in the end. But b4 I helped her in tt process, I am glad that she sis has alrdy helped her. She is in God's good hand I know, and God will continue to watch over her. I will miss her.. I am blessed to be blessed by her and to have the opportunity to be helping her for a short 1 and half year.. This causes me to feel a lil lost as well, though I know that its for my good and for her good. As I think abt my work situation, I dun think I can handle so many girls alrdy.. So I m thankful that God has His good plans..=)

I can rest in God..