Since my wedding, I have dropped in my commitment. Now after I discover my pregnancy, I totally MIA from ministry.
Although many times I wanted to make a decision to leave TNT and move on, I find that it is easier said than done.
I wanted to find a cell group, but there is no determination to do so. Thought I wanted to leave TNT and move on, but I cant bear to let go.
There is no doubt that I am still passionate about helping young people, that I can contribute in helping the young one, but I cant seem to find my fit. I cannot keep up with all the commitments and therefore how do I consider myself a laborer?
Was left feeling confused for a long time and cannot even think straight about the issue. Today the breakthrough came. I was just typing an email to a beloved mentor when God shed light into the whole matter. I was so sad by the challenges I faced I cried, but I was also so glad God spoke.
Now that the issue is clearer to me, I believe God will guide me in my decision-making.
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