Going for retreat tomorrow. Not particularly looking forward to it… But since I have got to be there, I intend to make the most of my time there… Shall watch my diet, shall swim, shall get the most out from the speaker, shall pray a lot, shall read a lot!
What a luxury to be a full time staff! But I intend to give up this luxury…
I think more and more, God is telling me to move on, to experience some other challenges He has in store for me. Underneath all these challenges, I know is God’s intention to make me more mature, to be more like Him, to experience His strength and His grace. I don’t know why, but somehow being in full time for one and a half year now, I feel a little slack and very much in my comfort zone. I very much desire to get out of my comfort zone. I feel stagnant and I want to grow, and I know that there are such things as growing pains. Not only in our physical life such as puberty, but also in our spiritual life.
God has been challenging me. His message to me is consistent. I need to go through a bit more in my life. So I intend to do so. With all excitement and some fears. However the questions are, where will I go to? Will I be able to make it? I don’t know the answers to them all.
As for now, I will continue to challenge myself in my current work/ministry. There are some challenges that I am currently facing. I am glad that God has helped me to face them positively so that I grow from it. =)
神要造就一个可用之材，就把他放在风雨之中，让他经过风雨的生活.风要来就让它来吧，雨要下，我也没有办法。因为耶和华是我的庇护，是我的保障。
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